Ordinary post

I often start m morning with a bright smile lit on my face but, that's not the case now. That's gone and I always lit up a sad thoughts on my face in the morning. I don't know how, but the routine is makinf me BITTER. Not the Karent hat people used to know. If you can see, My warm touvh has gone. Even to my friends. Maybe, people do change when they start to give up things around her. It's not easy to deal with confusions. [ kahit ako hindi ko na kilala sarili ko, sa dami ng pinagbago ko] I'm no longer the JOllYISH girl that you'll see when you see me.

Just like songs, I'm starting to fade. Kanina nga pag kagising ko wla akong ginawa, umupo lnag tapos nagisip sandali. Tapos, at the end of the day ganun pa din. 2:30 na ata ako nagising ng hapon. 3 na din kase ako ng umaga natulog. Tapos, nagtoothbursh ako tapos pumunta ko sa jolibee para bumili ng pagkain ko. Wala kasing niluto na food si kuya pag alis nila Wala kase akong kasama kanina.. buti na alng inaantok ako tapos tinatamad kumilos kung hindi baka umalis din ako ng bahay. Baka kung san san na naman ako pumunta..



siguro dito na lang muna.. ang sama kase ng pakiramdam ko.


ANYWAYS THIS IS THE QUOTE THAT JOHN JOHN HAS SENT ME:

:

1. Dont hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she'll feel left out

2. Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second.

3. Hug her from behind

4. Leave her voice messages to wake up.

5. Wrestle with her

6. Don't go hang out with your ex when shes not with you, you might not realize how badly it hurts her.

7. If you're talking to another girl, when you're done talking, walk over and

hug her and kiss her.... let her know she's yours and they aren't.

8. Write her notes or call her just to say "hi"..and not just at night after you've already been out with other girls.

9. Introduce her to your friends . . . as your girlfriend.

10. Play with her hair.

11. Pick her up

12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn't like it.

13. Make her laugh, if you can make her laugh, you can make her do

anything.

14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.

15. If she's mad at you, kiss her.

16. If you care about her, then tell her

17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a stuffed animal(she'll hug it every time she goes to sleep), jewelry (she'll treasure it forever), and one of his t-shirts (she'll most likely wear it to bed).

18. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone.

19. Look her in the eyes and smile.

20. Hang out with her on weekends

21. Kiss her in the rain

22. Kiss her just for the heck of it

23. If your listening to music, let her listen too.

24. Remember her birthday and get her something, even if

its simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. it means all the world to HER. it's the thought that counts.

25. When she gives you a present on your birthday, Christmas, or just whenever, take it and tell her you love it, even if you don't (it'll make her happy.)

26. Always call her when you say you will, it may not seem like it, but it does hurt her and makes her think you don't care so call even if you can only talk for a minute. Girls don't necessarily have to have hour-long conversations every night but its nice for us to hear your voice even for a quick hello.

27. Give her what she wants

28. Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.

29. Tell her shes beautiful, she needs to know her striving is working.

30. Hang out with her whenever you are free and u should be free to hang

with your girlfriend all the time

31. If u care about her...SHOW her!

[ thanks john john ]